damn.

I haven't updated my Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter, and Blogger for 5 days already. Last week, our computer immediately shut down for some unknown reasons. I was editing pictures Adobe Photoshop CS3 when the PC suddenly showed random viruses, mostly Trojan before it went dead. At first I thought t'was just a power interruption but when I tuned it on again, all I can see in the monitor is the blue screen. Damn it. I told mom about it and she told me she'd call a computer technician very soon. I hope she will. I really miss the web. I'm currently inside the internet cafe right now. :|

Inspiration, magkano ka ba?

At trip ko naman ang mag-PROCRASTINATE. Trololol~


MONDAY AGAIN TOMORROW. (Oh holy effin' crap!)

• We'll be working on our term paper on Filipino 2 and English 2.
• Exam in Physics
• Practical Exam in PE 2, Martial Arts
• Meeting with Kuya Maki and the COMELEC for the upcoming SSC Elections in the University

For our exam in Physics, I procrastinated again. I really didn't study. I'm not really in the mood to open nor glance the pages of my NatSci Book. Oh, right. Maybe mamaya pa. Pero wag muna ngayon. Wala talaga akong gana mag-study. Inspiration, magkano ka ba? :((


Bahala na. Hayy. Ako na. Ako na ang dakilang PROCRASTINATOR. My URL says it.

A letter to my homeland.

Dear POLOMOLOK,


     Why'd you have to be so effin' cold? You're tingling my sensations. LOL. btw, you're creating a shivering motion in my insides. HAHA. Tagos to the bones which made me wear this gray jacket I have "abandoned" a year ago. =)


     I'm having goosebumps and hairs on the back of my neck are standing up like hell. @_@


     You're weather always make me feel so SLEEPY. Please, don't give me coughs and colds. (--,)


     But no matter how cold your weather is, I will always LOVE you. You are my HOME. I won't LEAVE you. 'tchos :p


PS. Tama ng ulan please.


     Kthanxbye.

Shivering inside her blanket,

                                                                               ME.

Introducing...

THE BLOGGER/WRITER/SINGER/BOOKWORM/GRAY-ADDICT and THE EVER HOPELESS ROMANTIC :pp

CHARLENE LOVE AMARATA. I am frustrated with almost everything. I got ENDLESS wants and needs. I got billions of stories to tell and I also have untold stories, which, unfortunately, I could not tell you. :p

I am living in this freakin' planet for 16 not-so-boring years already. Rockin' since 1994, I ahve grown up into your AVERAGE TEENAGE GIRL who got lots of rants to mumble.

I'm fond of BLOGGING but I'm really into READING. I WRITE a lot too. Mostly about stuffs that sometimes, even me couldn't understand. I'm WEIRD, just so you know. I am a VORACIOUS READER and I read almost ANYTHING that interests me.

I'm a GOOD SINGER (as what they say) and I really love SINGING. It's my passion. I sing almost ANYWHERE. But often times, I sing inside the CR. I'm addicted to MUSIC. Any genre will do.

I am an AMATEUR PHOTOGRAPHER who dreams to be a professional one someday. Right now, DSLR Cameras are my inspiration. ♥ I love it when the cameras setting is on Macro and I capture good shots/angles.

Currently a 1st year student of Mindanao State University-General Santos City taking up Bachelor of Science in Accountancy(but is planning to shift anyhow).

I am striving for the best right now. For MYSELF, GOD, my FAMILY and my FRIENDS.

Most importantly, I LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE.

Just scattered pieces of who I am. :)

A rainy boring day.

NP: Going Crazy-Natalie

     I discovered this song way back 3rd year High School. I really love this song. I first heard it on the radio, 106.3 KillerBee GenSan. T'was a Sunday and I felt so empty not knowing why.

     I woke up 6:30 AM and of course, I arrived in school... LATE! And we'll be reporting in Filipino 2. Even though we didn't have our practice, JM, Kates and I still managed to report and answer the questions well.

NP: I miss you like crazy-The Moffatts

     Yeah! Like a boss! Atik wruh. :pp I don't miss you! Feeling ka eh! I hate you kaya :pp

     We didn't have English 2 Class today so we made "tambay" (Kates, KC and I) at the churvaness waiting shed of CNSM. And t'was raining! So hard. I love the rain but not this time. WRONG TIMING. >:((

     Reported in NatSCi and t'was a....ahahaha

kthanxbye. ♥

My day in bullets.

• attended CWTS 2 class
• had our clean-up drive
• went to the city
• strolled at KCC
• ate lunch at McDo with Hannie and Kates
• strolled at Bibliarch and BookSale
• rode a van home
• went to Crown's BookStore and bought a Manila Paper, a Pilot Broad Marker, a .04 Pilot G-tec and a big notebook
• went home and slept for a couple of minutes
• made my visual aid for tomorrow's reporting in NatSci 1 class
• facebooked, tumblred, blogged.. :)))

     As usual, I came to school late again. Btw, while riding a tricycle, ha-ha! I can't help but "laugh". "He" didn't notice that I'm sitting at the back. The "He" here is L******e. Yeah. That jerk. :p He was shocked to see me in the terminal. :)))))

     In school, Sir Laroco got angry at us again. OR, shall I say, ALWAYS. He always get angry for unknown reasons. Menopausal, eh? Ha-ha. So, to punish us kuno, he set an abrupt clean-up drive. Darn.. Well, as usual, I didn't clean. :p Good citizen, eh? We just signed out on our attendance and then went home at around 10:30 AM. Hannie, Kates and I went to KCC and strolled for a while then we ate our lunch at McDo. I'm still not impressed with McDo's food though. I still prefer Jollibee. :))

     Kates and I, as true CAMERA-LOVERS, went to the camera shop and wandered around the enormous DSLR Cameras! I can't wait to have one. :(

     So, we promised to study hard and get it for ourselves. Alright, we'll using it as our INSPIRATION. ♥

     I planned to buy books today but I forgot to bring my money so I ended up reading the back-portion of other books. I hid the books I'm planning to buy on places that no one would see. I just hope that the book-keeper wouldn't put them back on their proper places. lol. So, after an hour of strolling, Kates and I decided to go home. Hannie remained at KCC because their professor told them to watch an acoustic band at the Convention Center as a requirement for their PE Class. Martial Arts to Musical? I just don't get it. :)))))))

     Kates and I bought materials at Crown. We bought a "big" notebook. We are planning to make it as our official "journal". We'll write about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING we would like to write about. It's not necessarily a diary. Just a journal. Our daily dose of rants. Our thought and memory-keeper. 

     Last week, I planned to make a PowerPoint Presentation as my visual aid for tomorrow's reporting in NatSci 1. But since I forgot to get my USB/FlashDrive from Leona, I decided to write it in a manila paper. Old school? No. Just ecological and environmental. :pp

     I'mma eat some dinner now. Kthanxbye. ♥

To ADD or NOT TO ADD? >:((

For the hundredth and nth time, may bago na naman akong CRUSH. Haha. Jegats. Crush lang yun noh, ano ba. Hmm. Anyways, I've been eyeing on this boy for a couple of months already. I've been fantasizing him since the first semester. I first saw him during our Variety Show on our Filipino Subject. My band mate, schoolmate and friend, Alvin, asked if they can watch our show. At first, I hesitated because maybe our Prof would not allow them to. But when I asked her about it, she said that would be OKAY. So, THEY entered our room and watched our show. Turns out that the "boy" is his classmate and CLOSE FRIEND. I nearly gasped upon seeing him. He's so cute talaga and bad boy looking. The type of guy na madali talaga akong na-attract. I stared at him for a while when my classmate said: "Oi Cha, tayo na." Shit. Nasira ang staring-galore ko. HAHA. So yun, nag-act kami in front and I started feeling conscious about the way  look and the way I act. Ang panget pa talaga kasi ang role ko 'dun ay isang DAKILANG CHISMOSA. I need to give humor and salamat naman at natawa at natuwa rin naman si Ma'am at mga kaklase ko. Pati na rin 'yung mga "audience" kasama SIYA. Dahil dun, naging hyper ako sa pag-act. Sa pagnanais na mapansin niya, bonggang bonggang acting talaga ang ginawa ko. To the extent na nagmukha ng hindi natural yung arte ko. Akala ko, hindi na sila tatawa, pero tumawa pa rin sila sa lines ko. Hayy salamat. I saw him laugh again. HAHA. Okay lng kahit ako ang pagtawanan niya, ang importante, I saw and heard his joyous laugher. Ang KORNY nito. HAHA.

After that incident, he became my instant crush. He's from a the College of Agriculture. I really want to ask Alvin about him. Kahit name nya lang, gusto ko talagang malaman. But I was hesitant kasi baka magduda si Alvin and tuksuhin pa ako. So, I kept it from myself. Hindi ko rin sinabi sa mga friends ko ang tungkol dun dahil nga the best pa naman sila pgdating sa panunukso. Anyways, ayun na nga. Kapag nakikita ko siya, I secretly stare and smile. Ay. HAHAHA. Ang dakila ko talaga.

Ngayong 2nd semester, mas madalas ko siyang nakikita at nakakasalubong. Nakakasakay ko pa siya sa jeep kung minsan. Andun na talaga ako sa pint na gustong-gusto ko ng malaman ang name niya. So, I browsed for Alvin's pictures kung saan nandun siya at naka-tag. At yun na nga. His name is Jin Anthony Batiancila. And na-shock ako kasi taga-Polomolok din siya. WOW. Magkababayan pala kami, di ko man lang alam. Di aksi familiar ang face niya eh. And classmate niya nung higschool ang ex-classmate at crush ko. Hmm. So ayun na. nandun na naman ako sa pint na gusto ko siyang i-add sa FB. Pero nahihiya ako. So, hindi ko na lang siya in-add. Total, di naman private ang profile niya eh so kahit hindi kami friends sa FB, kita ko pa rin ang wall and photos nya.

Na-discourage lng talaga ako sa kanya nung isang araw.. Because I saw him, SMOKING. :(

Na-brokenhearted talaga ako. Pinaka-ayaw ko pa naman sa lahat, eh yung naninigarilyo. >:((